Starting I was come for learn and get experiences as fresh grad. ...............................................
9 months past, I feel of stuck and lost of the purpose why I been here. Environment and Communication were main issue happen on me, although this was not the priority purpose I came here but still bringing me depress and demotivate. I do learned and experiences the job task and the process, meanwhile its seem not suitable for me. I can't see any future and development for long term plan at this moment. it's struggle and confusing to make my final decision. Is it I'm still enjoying the comfort life I had been since young?
I was a person who willing go for challenge however lack of confident to move the very first step. Isn't it so tough ?
In the end, still, I need make my mind for a better future plan. . . remaining 3 months to achieve one year at here. Its time to stop and looking a new journey..................
! In Order to Succeed, first we must believe that We Can !
感情篇
朋友都问我，怎么很少听你说起感情事？ 这些年，屡战屡败啊。。。信心也就渐渐减少了。。。朋友们都结婚去。。成家了
小学时期，就懂得什么是爱情。。。那时还带着调皮心态去追喜欢的女生...
到了中学时期，就是有缘相见但没缘分吧。。。。也怪自己不争气吧。。。
这一路走来，都有追不少的红颜，最后成了别人的爱人了，
八年了，你过得怎样？近来好吗？虽然，这八年里我都有在追随自己的对象但 心里一直都有你 你这样的女人 让我欢喜然我优。。不知道为什么一直想知道你的消息，只要你过得比我好我就放心了。。。其实我没想那么多了只要我还能见你一次就好了。。。难倒缘已尽了？不能再相遇了？希望你能回复。。。。。。。。会等你的。。。多想说声对不起你，也想念你。。。独自忍受
依然是朋友。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。还能坚持多久
那么，真的要放下？年初还以为有机会见面的。。。今年的愿望是找个伴侣啊，看来渺茫了。。。该是时候为明年打算了。。。认真追一个吧。。。。
“每到夜深人静，我才倍感寂寞倍感心酸，孤单的人心易碎，总是看到别人双双对对，才感觉，一个人好孤单，只是真心已不在，真心已不算。”
