2023 First Quarter

💪事业记

金融系毕业，工作经验 7 年左右有银行，制造业，保健产品，数据公司等。。。虽然听起来经验丰富但就是没有那个起劲或者方向，再不然是钱没有到位？种种原因吧 人生嘛 起起落落 嘻嘻  

最后一份在办公室的工作是轻轻松松的，就是钱不到位，才有别的想法了，但是那个时候是疫情期间也是我最懊恼未来的路要怎么走，找新工作？提起勇气创业？

用了将近一年半，询问了很多前辈，身边朋友，亲戚，创业这条漫长的路何去何从。。多数都说不容易，需要毅力，咬紧牙关，坚持迎接每个挑战。。毕竟我没有经验，茫茫大海会担心很多未知数的事，也不是富家子弟不能跌倒，因为资金不足。。

开始前，也有很多看不好，泼冷水，质疑我的决心和能力的人，毕竟我对饮食业一知半解罢了，也不敢跟家人商量，因为我明白他们希望我有稳定的事业，只好自己准备，去看地点，找方案，找一些资金。。。

在最迷茫的时候，是她无条件的给予支持和鼓励让我有信心冲的，因为她希望我们两个可以一起成功，一起有更好的未来，一起努力奋斗，愿意出钱出力跟我一起，我无比的感动和充满力量冲！。。。想你一起经营的日子了。。。。。。。

九个月中，骄傲的是我的勇气踏出我的人生第一步来创业做老板，期间我也学习了很多经验，也遇见了不同的人事物给了建议，这旅途不简单但拿了很多经验。

半年后，当初的生意量没有了，钱方面只可以养活自己，要成家还真的需要一些时间，虽说生意起起落落，同一个时候面对生意，感情，生活的压力，老天给我新的挑战。

我又在陷入另一个波折，知道生意的问题所在但是有心无力了，想要安稳的生活，也不知道如何是好。。。。。。一切让天安排呗 

💓希望短期内可以像以往这样我们一起努力，等你💘

💖感情记

第二次跟同一个人表白不知道是好事还是惭愧，暂时还不能写上什么，需要做的都做了，只好耐心等待中，让上天做最好的安排。。。。。。。。。。。

几个月过去了，我依然坚持着，虽然这段期间，面对悲伤，忧郁，焦虑，烦躁，沉默，自卑，嫉妒，委屈，一堆的挣扎。。。但每天都伪装的好好活着，这是对我自己是一件很不容易的事因为同一个时间创业有不一样的方向

老实说，这期间我的生活习惯也渐渐不一样，成长和成熟许多了，我不会要有新的开始，我会慢慢把自己搞好期间等待一切的安排

我爱你，让我们重新开始吧

一生何求

 一生何求

迷惘里永远看不透

没料到我所失的

竟已是我的所有

迷迷糊糊几十年感觉都在原点，辜负大家的期望，一路虽然战战兢兢，经济上没有成长只是一些经验罢了

打工6-7年了，本身也考虑了大约一年半载才勇于踏出第一步出来创业但不简单，因为创业这条路不容易，需要刻苦耐劳，强硬的心，坚持下去才能遇见彩虹。

当分享我的梦想让身边的人知道后，有鼓励，支持，给与建议的，也有不看好，波冷水的。我也一一接受，虽然不是要证明什么给别人看但是就让自己拼一把！大不了再来过！不想那么多，就做先！

就给自己一年吧！加油凯伟！！

2020 >>> --- 2021 ---

CHANGED ++

2020 can be a Mono year to everybody due to we are living in restriction since March. We unable have crowded gathering, activities, meeting, event, travelling, etc. This is so call New Normal in our daily life with daily reports of cases, worries, SOP etc. Beside Earth is sick, Our country Economy are impacted badly on National Political issue at the beginning while now seem recovering where we cannot have another round of Lock Down in the town even we have Massive cases locally. Dilemma; Strict and Lenient SOP between Live and Economy in our countries, while waiting for the Vaccine to save us, what can we do is continuously practice SOP stated by Minister of Health. 

Fyi, Eye is recovering.................... untill further notice 😏

2020+ Career has upgraded. While enjoying the current job and give a "surprise" try into New field with new Image, new Icon, new Identity. This first step out took years of considering, never easy to convince since myself afraid of rejection, criticize, negative emotion etc. However, it is time for myself to upgraded or else, what is the purpose of living ? 

Coming 2021 will be Challenging, Full of excitement, Enjoyment, Fun Time !

Giving High Aim, Target to Achieved.... ******  !!

何为人生？

忙是为了自己的理想　还是为了不让别人失望
盲的已经没有主张　盲的已经失去方向

很多人都过着不是自己想象的生活，那么就要这样认命了？难道就不能给自己丛生的一次机会吗？ 

还蛮累的，很多时候不知道是上天的安排，给自己考验，享受或者受罪？只要能挨过就好了吗？

没关系，我相信只要坚持一定能达到自己想要的！ 加油！！！

2020

Once upon a time, 2020 was Malaysia targeted become developed country. However, due to internal political issue, global economy causes all this delayed and postpone.

Like usual, let's plan for the year.
The most important in life is Health !  This year, i really need put alert and aware on my health especially at my EyE. Wish myself can back to sports again !!
Good Luck and All the best !

Career i would like to maintain and keep focus if there is better choice.

A future plan for settle down from one to two :-0

GAmbateh ! Jia You !!

2019 :-0

A new career journey at Market Data Research company. This is a place who call it as Work Life Balance working environment. A flexible working hour and feeling young with team of teenager. However, self-discipline should practice here. Story to be continue ...................  

Mid of year, assigned project to develop a community area about 100+ food restaurant and stalls. This is of the challenging project throughout the year i in the youth position. We need work thru with restaurant tenant, different parties, members and etc. During this 6 month project, we had learn lots from A-Z, nothing to something we had success in the end of the day. 

Beside that, I do enjoying life traveling local and oversea to release tension :-0

Quotes learn of this year:

过好了，有人说你摆阔;

过坏了，有人说你堕落!

无中生有之事，常有;

多嘴多舌之人，太多。

这就是生活：这就是现实;

你要是怎么说，都有人议论;

怎么做，都有人评说!

别担心人家说什么，只要你自己心里知道自己是对的就够了.

Recap 2018

Long Journey throughout 2018. 

At the very beginning of the year, I was struggle leaving a company where colleague are my family, however i tried my very best to stay but seem unable to convince management and I decided to leave for a better career opportunity. 

While looking for another career out there, I was taking rest where is similar that didn't update here and reflect myself whether isn't behavior, attitude, mindset, perspective needed to improve?



April/May are fantastic moment in the history of my country. It was a Change government after ruling of 61 years by the rot government. This moment, could't believe by myself and was surprise me are an old man of 93 can lead the country as well. I am lucky that be part of the changing and contribute during election campaign. I giving my very first speech to 700-800 crowd. 

Later on, I have another stop at a healthcare company but it was just a short journey here. During the  day here, i'm more knowing myself whether what am i really want and to be focus in future days.

After few months "resting" , I'm restart and refresh again at a new journey again ........................

A New Year wish was to sustainability in my current career, getting closer/lovely with love one, to be financial stability and never giving up of my Dream! 

R & R

Before ending of 2017, Reflection and Repent are needed. Either to my career or to my own self.
It is very important to check it out, so that I knowing my Weakness and ways to improve.
As we know, people used to pin point others than our self, so this time I would like to reflect on my own side on What should improve?

I believe in 2018, I will come in brand new of myself! !


2017, Overall are fine where career wise need to revise and give myself a reflection.

2018 AIM:

Career: A Passionate tasks which I like

Relationship: Keep it Sweet ! 

Financial: Aim on Goals ! Saving for a purpose. 

To be Focus

     During this 6 months career journey, I had past through up and down moment even struggle on my future path, however I try my best to overcome and stay positive all the time. Unfortunately, I has been extended due to unable meet expectation of superior which i really lack of.
Sometimes, I'm thinking what actually i want or there is others better offer? 
I had reflecting myself few days ago, am i not ready? my attitude problem? behavior? I try my best to improve and proof myself is fit to any tasks.

So far, I'm enjoying here than my previous company. I can see friendly people and good environment which unable find at other places as per now. 
I wish i can stay here for sometimes to achieve Goals as in title and experiences.
Good Luck and Never Give up until reach Peak !

Where am i ?

Career wise, I’m still cope with the new environment, new tasks, new learning process, cope with new people, etc. 2 months been here, I found that people is good and kind. However, need more time to cope with the superior request which a little challenge. I will give my very best and keep open mind to cope as much as I can which is good to me on knowledge and experiences. The journey of working life here still long way to go where is exciting part, where I like still can accept. 

Relationship, still at the very beginning which is the sweet stage where still need lots more to improve for a lovely future. At the moment, there are several issue between where believe still space to grow. As per now, I feel a good moment spending with the love one, although sometimes have “healthy” discussion but still a good moment which we can share our thought. Will always keep promise to take good care on you. :-0 Love You 

We must not easily give up in life! As human being, somehow we will face good and bad time, when good times come, please enjoy. In the other hand, when bad time comes, keep positive and believe things will be fine after the tough time. Take it as journey to experience and absorbed knowledge which is for own self.

1 month been

  1 month has past, people used to say honey mood period, however, feeling of tension and stressful are getting near. First of all, it seem a tough mission game is on going round by round. 

During this time, I realise working to different personality person have their own ways. I can stand with you until the success route, thus, do not mean i must obey or follow you. It is hard to cope with foreigner that wants to go fast in high expectation. 

Understand sometime human being got own frustrate and reason behind on EQ where unable to release. Most challenging part is concern on superior feeling and daily job tasks. The moment I wake, I feel worried and fear to face daily job whether manage to meet his expectation. 

Is this the way I want ?  The momentum I expect ?  How long I can continue this ? Any plan B? plan C? 

 忍，还是再忍后看着办!! 
Never give up easily until the deep breath!

After so long

    兜兜转转了二十多年，屡战屡败无数次,在机缘巧合之下让一顿晚餐遇见你从此生命中多了一个你。。

坚持  是最后的胜利，有些人的坚持得不到要的结果但至少有付出过没得怨，我的坚持可以是这一生收来的福吧。。。这一路不简单所以我会好好珍惜不会放手，不管经历多少风雨，我依然会在她身边让她成为快乐和幸福的女人

 感情事已告一段落，下一个希望在事业有曙光吧。。。。。。。。。爱你 💓

 “可以泄气但 不能放弃！”

2017 !@#

Wishing Family & Friends Happy New Year 2017. !! 

Let's learn from 2016 and move on brand new 2017 !  


No matter how difficult it is, hang on and move on !! 

 
2017

Career : Explore New Environment !

Financial : Plan wisely and Carefully !

Relationship : Maintain until the end !

Summary

2016 

Career : Bring it on New Challenge ! New environment !! ... Never give up ..... 

Financial : Plan wisely. At least 5 digits Cash in hand. 

Relationship : May God Bless me. 

Summary for above:

Career: Had been 7-9 companies interviewed. In the end, it show that my next stop still far apart. 

Financial: What can i said is shaking and risk. 

Relationship: Complicated... 2017 might be turning point. 


Coming 2017 plant to be update. ..

It's come to end of

2016 ending. Am i on the track on what I had planned at the begin of the year ? 

Lots of things happened throughout of the year, on Career, Family, Friendship even Relationship. 

Happiness and Sadness are joint together from day 1 of 2016.This is circle of life, what can we do is cherish and enjoy it. 
Memorable, Cherish, Harmony, Warm, & Enjoy month, which recall back what had we achieve throughout 12 months journey  

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Mr Lee, are you serious this time ? ! If yes, please give all your best !! All in & Show Hand !! 

If you do it Right, Once is enough ...................

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繁忙

匆匆忙忙的过了十月，从喜到优后来 松了一口气。。。

先是出席朋友的婚礼后，来个同学聚会。。。

真的，朋友一生一起走，所谓在外靠朋友不简单，往往不知道哪个是纯友谊假真心。。。真心换来的是绝情？一路走来形形色色的人见过。。。祝福认识我的人都安康吧！

往前一步是黄昏　退后一步是人生



接着就是自己的一年一度的室内足球比赛了，这一届很难眠因为增加球队了，担心没人参加，担心控制不到场面，担心出事，种种的事一直到脑里 直到圆满结束。。。。。希望明年可以做到更好吧。。

 

一路相随。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

Simple Month.

Well Simple & Mono status month.

nothing special happened this month. It seems goes dull every weekend.

relax and relief which there isn't any plan/activity going on.

feel kindly bored of doing nothing.


coming month of october, november& december will be pack and hope everything goes smoothly. ;-)

3 more months will be ending of 2016, what had i achieved ? year end review soon. 

where is my courage to say hi again ? come on ! before its late. Yes you can !

Never know this...

奥运月！运动吧！！
好久没参与那么激情的运动了，耗费近三小时完成！
赛后有不同都的领悟和感触。。。。。 激发又激励自己,再出发！
人生没有几次的 “如果”，只要决心还在只有前进！！

期待下一个。。。。。。。。。。。October?

这个月还是一样的感觉，几时才要出击？？

2nd half of 2016

1st half of 2016 ended. Let's cheers for the begin of 2nd half 2016.

It's should be slow down of program/activities compare to past 6 mths which is busy and exhausted. 
Hey, is it True ? Accidentally, saw the Status- S....... I'll willing to try again ! Although, seem not a good move. 

I will keep fighting till the end, and I need just move on and on, and on, and on !! 

What NEXT ? reminding myself to seek better opportunity out there than current job. Priority at neighborhood country... **frustrated .  . .

Where NEXT? Nippon !? will be different from previous trip 


In Life be a Warrior , not a worrieR. !!!

Superb June !

 

命运就算颠沛流离

命运就算曲折离奇

命运就算恐吓着你做人没趣味

别流泪，心酸，更不应舍弃

这一个月里，充满欢乐和疲倦，去了国家公园靠近大自然体会了人生后，
去了邻国也让我领悟接下来的人生路怎样走下去。。。


有时候想想何为人生？享受还是受罪

谢谢一路陪伴我的朋友。。。。。。。。

当一个人走在路上想了想难道这一生就这样过去了吗？ 为何不让我的脚印去更多地方留下美好的回忆，为何不去完成还没达成的愿望？别让自己那么多烦恼吧！

一起加油！往前走，往前看，梦想始终会实现的！！ 努力吧！！


留下只有思念　一串串永遠纏
浩瀚煙波裡我懷念　懷念往年
外貌早改變　處境都變　情懷未變

依然想念你。。。。。。。。v