Total loss!!!

What a day for me,i'm so dissapointing...n cant believe it...i cant accept wat i hv!!!...i'm not expect tis,bt y its came to me??maybe is a punishment from god,cuz kw u r too confident on it!!...u got it,padan muka!!

From the begin,i'm a lazy n always play...no pay attention when study...Honestly la,i is affect by frens..juz like,when u join a group of cow ,u will eating grass all the day.when u join groups of tigers,u will eat meats all the day....Am i late to change it?? Primary & Secondary,i really dissapointing n sad...it juz like - i use a knife to kill myself...I tell JY i'm change from bad to good,from hell to heaven..JY say tat i geng can change it,when i heard it,i proud of it...

But the result make me no spirit anymore..sad,even my family no support at all,n juz talk about past,tat since i was young,i already nt hardworking for it...Honestly la,parents..Kw have try b4 his best bt cant get wat u all Want...I deserve it la,tat u all look down on me...maybe i din try b4 leh...stupid kw,useless kw,u r rubbish kw,u cant de la kw,if u get wat i wan the rain oso becum red la..ya lo,hw cum the rain is red?

Hmm,i'm still uber-clever?maybe in next generation la...or in my dream...i use mouth oni geng la...haizz,talking cock la...

mr kw u r out of it!!!dun think so high ambition la!!!all contract break!!!nw juz slp like begger la,kw:sure...u r nt longer in spirit teen!!!u r loser!!!